| another day of mind dulling bliss |
[07 Mar 2005|08:25pm] |
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Today went decently well I guess.
School was a bore as always.
I'm beginning to hate it.
I went to Biggie's house for lunch than we got McDonalds. (Oh Yeah we're back together)
Went to tan and get my nails did with Biggie.
Yeah today was pretty fucking boring.
My whole life is going great and it's just so bland and boring these days. Damn it all.
Tis All
Melony
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[28 Feb 2005|06:26pm] |
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i broke up with biggie today
i guess ill go tan
</3
melony
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[26 Feb 2005|09:41pm] |
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So, is that what you call a getaway? Tell me what you got away with. Cause I've seen more spine in jellyfish. I've seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.Have another drink and drive yourself home. I hope there's ice on all the roads. And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt, and again when your head goes through the windshield. And is that what you call tact? You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back. So let's end this call, and end this conversation. and is that what you call a getaway? well tell me what you got away with. cause you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say best friends means friends forever
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| you've been the only thing that's right in all i've done |
[22 Feb 2005|06:38pm] |
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Today i had to take the TAKS test.
It was long, easy, and boring.
Today went by so damn slowly.
I didn't see Biggie except for like five minutes before classes started.
I miss him so much it's ridiculous. It's like I havent seen him in years.
God I love that damn boy.
Ay, I miss his silly ass so damn much. bleh.
tis all
melony
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[20 Feb 2005|10:23pm] |
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Hey everyone. I know, I know, it's been a while.
I've been so busy lately and I try to sit at the computer and type an entry but nothing really comes out. Every day is basically the same thing over and over. My life's going pretty damn well, so well it gets boring. =\ Oh, well.
Biggie and I are still great. It's getting close to four months now. He had a dozen, huge, red roses sent to my house with a big poodle, which was my two favorite colours; black and pink. I got him a JimMorrison shirt, The Lost Boys DVD and a stuffed snake. The poodle was promptly named Lou-Lou and the snake Vince, and now Biggie and I have two kidds. Gay, isn't it? Haha. Good times.
Mr. Nance (formerly "Nigger Nance") has offered to give me recommendations to get into that program that let's you go to school only half day and work the other half. He said he could try to get me a job in a law office, which totally rocks on account of I want to be a defense attorney and I want to see what that atmosphere is like before making decisions based on colleges and all that goodness.
I'm getting along great with all my other teachers and my grades are really, really great compared to the way the were. Very, very cool.
I saw Coach Carter today...good movie.
I picked up Biggie yesterday at about one and than we went to the park with my brother and they played football to their little hearts desire. THAN! Mario came along and that was completely akward because Biggie knows I went out with him and Mario was all so that's your new boyfriend? Anyhoo, it started hailing and than we went went to my car (after we all got soaked, especially Biggie because my poor boyfriend was behind me who was behind my brother) than we came to my house and just watched Martin Lawrence: RunTellDat and Family Guy and we ate and we fooled around and all that goodness! Than I took him home like at eleven that night.
I didn't do shit Friday.
That was my damned weekend.
Tis all for today. Sorry my update was so long and boring but I had to make up for not writing between now and the last entry.
Always,
Melony
<333
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| say what you want to say its kinda funny how im not listening anyway |
[07 Feb 2005|06:03pm] |
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My week has started a bit akwardly.
My day went overall well I guess.
Went to Chico's with biggie, blu, and janet.
Chris tried pulling little fast ones and got all scared and FINALLY left me in piece when i told him Biggie wants to kick his ass and he'd better leave me alone or I'd snitch to Biggie. Ha good times!
Man I saw Jay for fourth and I left early with him and went to the stadium because I was going to give him a ride but than we ran into Biggie who kept me there for a while and Jay was like oooooooookay and than Roger was with us so than I felt all akward as fuck being with Biggie than Roger and Jay being there. I could feel the damn tension between me jay and biggie. I felt awful! Finally we left and Biggie was walking me to the car and Jay was all quiet and finally on the way to Jay's house he was all quiet. Bleh!!!! I wish it would just stop!!!! He's nice but jebus make it stop
boys are giving me an akward week
oh well tomorrows mardi gra so someone better gimme beads!!!!hah
tis all
<333
melony
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| fuck i cant let this kill me let go i need some more time to fix this problem |
[06 Feb 2005|02:04pm] |
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This weekend has been...interesting. Pfft, interesting? Yeah, whatever.
I went to see Are We There Yet? with Biggie on Friday, which was pretty fun. We got the gay last minute third row on the floor seats but it was fun. Than we went to Sonic. Good times.
Yesterday I didn't do shit but clean and all that crap. I had to babysit for a while last night and I was talking to Joseph on the internet and through text messaging. Meanwhile, I kept altering phone calls with Jay and Biggie.
Don't you hate it when you're life is perfect than one of those old ex-boyfriends pop up and decide that they'll make you feel like shit because you aren't single?
"I'm not mad, I'm disappointed in you"
"Why? I haven't done anything wrong to you!"
"You're with Biggie and you're supposed to be with me."
I hate when they say it all quiet with a disappointed tone. It makes me feel like shit. Oh man. It makes me feel like an asshole because I'm not single, but I love Biggie so much.
Man I have to find a way to get rid of this problem or something man.
It would be so much easier if I could just say, "Hey I don't want to deal with this or you right now, so can you leave me alone now?" But he's a really nice guy. Oh well.
I wish this stupid shit would just fade away because Biggie knows something's wrong. I hate the way he knows that something isn't right even if I have the biggest smile on. Damnit.
tis all
</3
melony
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| if i bite cha i bet you'll like it |
[04 Feb 2005|04:31pm] |
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I haven't updated since Monday, but there isn't much to say.
This week has gone by really, really slow...great but slow.
Things with Biggie are better than ever.
Everything is still perfect except for two things...
1. Hanks has left me forever to rot alone in Nance's class.
2. Nance gave me a 71 on my progress report even though (sorry for boasting) I'm the best damn typist in that class. He gave me a 71 because of one lousy letter that I didn't turn in. I did it and it was perfect I accidently printed the addresses on the wrong side of the envelope so he laughed at me and said he wouldn't accept it. Asshole I swear!
Well I'm off to pick up a pizza for my brother and friend so I can come back and get ready because Biggie and I are going to see Are We There Yet? tonight.
Tis All.
<333
melony
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| we could take our heads off stay in bed just make love that's all |
[31 Jan 2005|07:32pm] |
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i caught fire...the used |
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Wow....today was....perfect, for a lack of a better word.
went to first period...ditched second third and fourth.
stayed at biggie's house all day without a worry for miles.
everything just felt so.....right
what a perfect beginning to what seems to be a great week
ive spent all day with him and only a few hours later, i already miss him
i've found the boy i want to spend forever with, but somehow forever doesn't seem long enough
lets sleep till the sun burns out im melting in your eyes
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| IF WE CUT OUT THE BAD WELL THAN WE'D HAVE NOTHING LEFT |
[29 Jan 2005|07:20pm] |
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CUT UP ANGELS...THE USED |
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THIS WEEK WAS CRAZY
HAD PROBLEMS WITH BIGGIE BUT SOMEHOW WE JUST KINDA CAME OUT STRONGER IN THE END THAN WE WERE BEFORE, AND NOW WE'RE ALL BETTER.
MY MOM IS SICK FROM HER THROAT AND SO IS MY BROTHER AND BIGGIE, SO I KNOW IM GOING TO BE GETTING SICK WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK.
NANCE GAVE ME AN ESSAY TO WRITE...NO ONE ELSE HAS TO WRITE ONE, JUST ME. DAMN NANCE...DAMN HIM TO HELL.
STARTING TALKING TO JAY A LOT AGAIN. THAT DOESN'T SIT VERY WELL WITH BIGGIE BUT OH WELL.
SPENT MOST OF FOURTH PERIOD OUT DOING NOTHING THIS WHOLE WEEK.
THREE MONTHS WITH BIGGIE AS OF YESTERDAY
CHRIS TRIED TO KISS ME AND GRAB ME THAN TRIED SAYING I TOLD HIM I'D BROKEN UP WITH BIGGIE TO TRY AND COVER IT UP. YEAH THANKS ASSHOLE.
AND AFTER ALL THE OTHER CHAOS...I'M STILL FRUSTRATED.
OH WHERE'S MY HANKS?...
IM SO GLAD THIS WEEK IS FINALLY OVER, IM GOING TO CHURCH TOMORROW FOR THE FIRST TIME IN AGES. LETS HOPE I DON'T BURN UPON WALKING IN.
TIS ALL
MELONY
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| come down and waste away with me |
[25 Jan 2005|08:28pm] |
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I was all scared because of Biggie. Things went great though, but now he has a small request for me to tell Chris that Biggie knows what happened and he isn't happy about it at all.
Man I'm glad things went okay with Biggie. I was all worried.
He really is great.
I think I might just get him some candy and a Doors shirt for V-day. Sound good? I'm awful at this.
tis all
melony
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[24 Jan 2005|07:39pm] |
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Bleh my average for Biology is dropping! It used to be like a ninety something and now it's an 85. Ah boo I still have the highest grade in that stupid class...they must be a bunch of dumbasses.
Chris is a crazy ass fucker. He acts stupid like he doesn't know I have a boyfriend and trying to do stupid shit with me wont fuck anything up. I wouldn't doubt if Biggie slammed his head into the brick wall one day...well that is if I don't slam it into the concrete floor first. Dumbass Chris.
I still can't believe it's already going to be three months. It doesn't feel that way!
Anyways today was great. I didn't do shit during first but talk to Coach Pinon and walk the hall with my babe for a while. Than second I worked like a good kidd than went to lunch with Blu and Biggie and fed the stupid pigeons.
Blu and Biggie decided that the pigeons are Mexicans, the crows are African Americans, and the doves are white ppls. Well Mr. Nance is black and it seems to me he's more of a pigeon than anything. That was completely stupid and pointless.
Third was boring because well HANKS wasn't there again. Damn you you slut. She may be cheating on me again. Oh sweet sorrow. Anyhow I developed pictures during fourth and decided Biggie fucked my pics up. Bastard owes me.
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| so there i was spitting on my goldfish, trying to keep it alive |
[23 Jan 2005|03:55pm] |
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This weekend was pretty good.
Biggie came over on friday as previously posted.
Rene and Eric dropped by for a while yesterday.
As for today...I've done nothing. I'm just here being lazy adding more songs to the good ol' iPod.
I'm seriously freaking out. What the hell do I get Biggie for Valentine's Day?! I have absolutely no idea. I never get any boy anything for Valentine's because it feels like um no you get me something man, but with Biggie I actually want to get him something. DAMN IT. Somebody give me ideas!
Also Friday is officially three months that we've been a couple. I hardly ever keep track but yep, three months already. It's great. It doesn't feel like it's been that long. It still kinda feels fresh and new. God, I love that boy.
I came across something on the internet and thought "Hey, that's true." So I thought I'd share...here's the address --->
http://atomfilms.shockwave.com/af/content/hearts_hammers_1
tis all.
Melony
please post ANY ideas for gifts for a boyfriend for Valentines Day!!!!
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| and now i know i want to kill you like only a best friend could |
[21 Jan 2005|06:22pm] |
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bleh my moms being all mean
she gave me permission to go to the movies like a million times today and yesterday and now shes like no!
than shes like yes...a very when-you-come-back-life-will-be-hell-you-just-wait-till-im-sober faced yes
i dont know what biggie and i are going to watch but i dont care i want to see the life auqatic but it doesnt show in the big el paso texas
ive had that song seventy times 7 in my head all day. i was half asleep and id wake up every now and than and id be singing it in my head and humming to it. all half asleep lol
im all annoyed by my mom being weird and drunk and i dont feel like doing shit anymore because she ruined my damn day but ill go anyways because ill get in trouble either way...maybe biggie can cheer me up and if not and im still annoyed he shall pay haha jk...kind of.
where was my hanks today? i was so lonely. =|
tis all im off to get ready
melony
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[20 Jan 2005|07:21pm] |
seemed to stop my breath
my head on your chest
waiting to cave in
from the bottom of my...
hear you voice again
could we dim the sun
and wonder where we've been
maybe you and me
so kiss my like you did
my heart stopped beating
such a softer sin
im melting
in your eyes
i lost my place
could stay a while
and im melting
in your eyes
like my first time
that i caught fire
just stay with me
lay with me now
never caught my breath
every second im without you im a mess
trust these words are stones
why cuts aren't healing
learning how to love
im melting
in your eyes
i lost my place
could stay a while
and im melting
in your eyes
like my first time
that i caught fire
just stay with me
lay with me
you could stay and watch me fall
and of course ill ask for help
just stay with me now
take my hand
we could take our heads off
stay in bed
just make love that's all
just stay with me now
im melting
in your eyes
i lost my place
could stay a while
and im melting
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A is for Age: 16
B is for Boyfriend (Girlfriend): biggie
C is for Career (in future): defense attorney
D is for Dad's name: jaime
E is for Essential item to bring to a party: psh nigger idont know
F is for Favorite song at the moment: glasshouse tarot-sparta...no no no seventy times seven-brand new oh they're both good
G is for...what?
H is for Hometown: el paso
I is for Instruments you play: man i havent played an instrument since like sixth grade
J is for Job title: student
K is for Kids: no
L is for Living arrangement: with momma
M is for Mom's name: betty
N is for Number of people you've slept with: 2
O is for Overnight hospital stays: none
Q is for Quixotic (extravagantly romantic, impractical): banana?
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: david
T is for Time you wake up: 6:00 to 7:30
U is for Unique traits: i dont know lol
V is for Vegetable you love: spinach
W is for Worst habit: bitching
X is for X-rays done: when i was small i had a shitload dont i just dont member for what
Y is for Yummy food you make: hmm i dont know im kinda good at a lot
Z is for Zodiac sign: virgo
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| So this is the New Year? Well I don't feel any different. |
[17 Jan 2005|05:27pm] |
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I hope everyone had a good weekend.
I don't have much to say. Everything is still going well. Updating isn't very fun anymore.
Have a good week.
Tis All.
Melony
Ha I've listening to quite a bit of Death Cab for Cutie huh?
Damn you Astarte. Damn you.
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